I don’t know why, every morning I wake up so depressed because of my dreams even tho I see her and I know she’s okay.

Ever since she almost ran on the road with speeding cars I started having bad dreams . She ran away from me at the park few weeks ago and I didn’t know she would go under the fence and towards the road, I had to drop everything in my hand and ran after her and I even fell on the concrete before I caught her by the leg.

Every dream always includes her running on a road and ending tragic.

She has asd so she doesn’t understand that she’s not supposed to just run off like that, she doesn’t look or think she just runs , I’ve been very careful about her ever since I don’t let her run I hold her hand or I put her in a stroller , but I can’t seem to take those dreams away. 😢 it’s as one of my worst fears has planted itself in my head every night I go to sleep.