Supposed to graduate yesterday

Emma

I can't help but feel upset. Thursday I cleaned my room to get ready to move out and it kicked up alot of pet fur which caused my allergies to go crazy. I ended up getting a slight cold from my allergies being so bad. Friday I was supposed to graduate. Well I ended up not being able to go because of my cold. Technically I graduated but it doesn't feel like it. I worked so hard, especially this year. I got pregnant at 17, did online schoolthis year, had my son 2 weeks after I turned 18, got sick 3 weeks after he was born, and have taken care of him alone ever since. Im trying to be happy because I have an amazing boyfriend and two amazing sons (boyfriend has a 2 year old). I know that my boyfriend and his family are proud of me. It just hurts that I've worked so hard and my family doesn't care. I wish I was able to walk with my class and get my diploma in person instead of in the mail.

ETA: the first pic is about 2 months ago or so when the school stopped at everyones house on the day we were supposed to graduate pre Corona. They stopped at everyones house and gave a party bag and a sign with a ballon.