Feeling defeated...

My husband and I have been trying for 3 years. Our daughter is 4 and asks daily why she has no siblings and trying to explain to her is so hard. We tell her she needs to ask God for a sibling when we pray. And she does! We try to explain that God is in control and He knows when she will have a sibling.

Every month, its the same heartache. Peeing on a stick has become more of a chore than excitement.

We took a 5 month break last year. Just focused on us and our little girl.

I have MTHFR, Factor V Leiden, and I am also RH negative. I have also had 5 miscarriages so finding out early is an absolute must. But here lately I find myself just ready to give up. 😭