So I have just found out that I sm pregnant with my second child (first will be 2 in October) we also have my step daughter (8years old) full time. We went threw a lot of trouble to conceive both first time and this time as well. I just got to the stage where I thought it just wasn’t going to happen. But i am having a lot of guilt about this one for my kids sake. I dunno I know it will all be fine but I feel like my boy is my best friend and I don’t ever want to change that. I don’t even know how to express how I feel don’t get me wrong I want this baby as much as any of my kids. I think I’m stressing that I won’t cope cause I had a rough pregnancy/birth with my son.

Sorry for the long ass, all of the place rant. Just wondering if anyone had anything like this?