I love my beautiful son but my fiance, I wish I could choke him sometimes. He keep telling people how my labor was talking about I wasn't in that much pain. I was in tears before I got the epidural. After I got it, the pressure just want to my butt every single contractions. Getting home didn't get any better. I was struggle with breastfeeding, even though I was doing a good job and he has the nerves to say we need to talk to the doctor about formula. He said this a few days after he come home. Then when he finally start sleeping in the bed, most night he doesn't even come to bed and has the nerves to say he help out in the middle of the night and we need to get the baby sleeping in his crib because he, my fiance, can't keep sleeping on the edge of the bed when he has more room the me and the baby. Since I'm already up at night breastfeeding, I don't know how to share responsibility since I'm already up. I just want to cry something. With him not coming to bed, my emotions are everywhere. Then he keep trying to tell me stuff like I don't know anything. Yesterday, he told me he didn't lose hair as a baby because he had good hair. When I told his you loss hair like that because your constantly laying on the spot he told me I was wrong.Sorry I just needed to vent.