Dont you just hate your own body sometimes and im not on about how it looks (although mine is in the shitty category 🙃)

25th march i had a period now tbh i can be irregular but the last year ive been pretty consistent ie the app for example says im due ... day or so around that im on great ..

April rolls by, may does too and june hits ... still no period not one drop of blood, cramps or nothing ... brain going heyyyy theres gotta be a baby right... we doing this thing

(Bare in mind been with my oh 10 years next week and not even a pregnancy scare ... test 7 yr ago said maybe low sperm oh freaked not been back since ... i know)

Refusing to test whats the point its been that long .. normally i go get a test take it its neg next day boom period 💥 so at this point im flat out refusing dont even mention it to oh .. no point yada yada ...

middle of june arrives and i get literally a wipe of pale pink hmmm must be flow here starting .. this goes on for mm 8 days hardly anything (any time been irreg before its always heavyyy after goin awol) so im like see no baby brain shut up but the brains always like but you could be still IF you were you would be 14 wks today blah blah.

oviously its july now im lying here and i get what feels like a butterfly feeling and then it stops dead and my brain went from chil to baby in 0.00012 secs.

sorry long winded moan about nothing lol anyone elses brains do this to them haha ? 😄 🤣