Hey everyone!

Just something that’s been happening with me. I’m a first time mama to be, no history leading up to this pregnancy. I am currently 9w6d and due Feb 2021!

I have been having pretty horrible vivid dreams of miscarrying.. I hate to even say it because I don’t even want to manifest to ideas... but I’ve been having them to the point I took a pregnancy test this morning because of how bad they have been thinking they are true. Now currently fixating on the line darkness compared to old tests...

I haven’t spotted once, no cramping, my morning sickness has eased but it was never horrible.

Anyone in the same boat as me? 😔 I am so happy for this pregnancy I just want this baby to be healthy and want some peace of mind. My next ultrasound is Aug 3 for my 12 week checkup.