I feel like a horrible mom ๐Ÿ˜”

I am about 5 weeks and 5 days with my second baby, I already have a 9mo daughter. I am happy for this pregnancy because I did want another baby (maybe not so soon but oh well ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ). But I just feel horrible because I dont feel as excited with this second baby as I did my first ๐Ÿ˜ญ sometimes I forget that I am pregnant already. Does anyone else feel this way if it's not your first? ๐Ÿ˜”