Teacher Depression

Basically our school let out since early March and we just got an email letting us know that we have been approved to start the year a month later than usual (mid September). As a teacher, I’m super active, my routine was everything to me to keep me on my feet and stimulated. Ever since this pandemic, I have fallen in a DEEP depression and since reading the email I think I will go even crazier. I’m really not sure what to do. I’ve been taking my anti depressants but that doesn’t fix my regular routine. I’ve tried doing different things... nothing. I’m a person that needs to be stimulated in that sense. I have not idea what in the world to do. I can’t stop crying with agony. Everyone thinks I’m crazy and should be enjoying my vacation but it’s been nearly 6 months that I have not had my routine and it’s literally killing me.