We started TTC in October 2019 for baby #2. Baby #1 was born in 2012, so it’s been a little bit.

I’m normally good at not beating myself up, but for some reason this month is hitting me harder. I expect AF this weekend, and the signs and symptoms are there that she’s coming. All I’ve wanted to do is cry since last night. I have when able, but at work it’s not helpful. I stopped venting to friends and family months ago because of the comments I kept getting.

My heart aches today.

Thanks for reading.