Still with a narcc, I don’t know how to get out of it or how to stand up for myself... I’m always the one to apologize over something I didn’t do or apologize for even bringing something up that bothered me because “I ruined his day” and “now doesn’t want to be around me”.

I feel so confused. One day he’s so loving and I’m so inlove and the next he can be the biggest asshole and call me names and insult me or bring up my personal/family issues and use them against me. When he’s being the narc he is, I get thrown off so much that I almost feel surprised at how he can act this way, after the day before he was being the sweetest person to me. It throws me off so much that I automatically feel the need to apologize and do whatever it takes to make him be that sweet person he was being.