After two losses in the past I had so much anxiety over my current pregnancy that I haven’t been able to enjoy it properly. Despite having the 12 weeks scan which confirmed baby’s heartbeat and movements I went on to have two more private scans for reassurance. I have been hiding my pregnancy (and bump!) from family and friends, wearing super baggy clothes and dresses and refused any invites that may involve alcohol so I don’t need to excuse myself for not drinking. Today while our toddler is in childcare my husband and I decided to go out for a lunch date while we are still WFH. I wore a beautiful maternity dress I picked up recently, put some makeup and heels on and took out my coveted designer bag - I looked at myself in the mirror and finally for the first time I am ready to be excited about this pregnancy, ready to show off my bump and be proud of it and cherish and enjoy my pregnancy like I should’ve!

Anyone currently pregnant with past loss(es) feel the same?