dealing with loss

since my recent and fourth loss i’ve created a amazon wish list for things i wanna get myself and my future rainbow baby... so every month we don’t get pregnant i will buy something off it well today 2 weeks after my loss i ordered my first pick me up lol a rainbow swaddle :)

https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/dl/invite/cxcmfSy?ref_=wl_share

what are you doing to cope with loss :)