Defeated...

Rylie

I’m 39 weeks today and as of Friday I was 1cm and 75% effaced. I lost my mucous plug yesterday and Had contractions all day long but they stopped.

I would like to be excited due to the fact I lost my plug but the more I read the more I realize it means nothing. 😭

I’m so over this please I just want to be in labor. I can’t imagine waking up another morning without my baby. I’m so happy for other people’s births but I feel so drained also by seeing them.