Can’t sleep

Sian • 29 Mother of 1 8yo boy from a previous. Rainbow Baby Due April 2021 🌈 👶🏻 after losing 2 angels 👼🏼 👼🏼 Engaged to my lovely fiancé Drew. Wedding October 2022 👰🏻🤵🏻💍

After posting in the faint lines group the other day with a unsure test. Today I got my period and now I can’t sleep 😔.

I just feel really hopeless and sad. Wondering why it’s not happening, I really feel for you women who have been ttc for years. I know I’m being impatient but it’s hard not to be.

We unfortunately lost our baby at 5 weeks in December after conceiving after just 6 weeks of coming off the pill. But nothings happened since the miscarriage.

Why did it not take long at the beginning but now taking time? I get so down when my period comes you’d think you get used to the disappointment but it just gets worse 😩