Feeling down

32 weeks and I already feel like I’m done. I have gestational diabetes even though i can control it (my glucose levels have been pretty normal ever since I’ve been diagnosed) it makes me sad that I can’t eat all those delicious sweet treats. I have to control my food portion intake and i just never feel fully satisfied and I got bored of eating crackers for snacks lol

On top of that I just found out Asymptomatic bacteriuria which explains why they keep finding blood in my urine samples. So they prescribed me with antibiotics. Also my hemoglobin levels are low even though i’ve been taking iron supplements so they want me to take twice a day now instead of one.

And the icing on top, my body has been so fcking itchy it’s hard for me to sleep. Blame it on the hormones!!!!

I’m just really bummed cos i feel like with all these conditions and risks, it makes me not enjoy this pregnancy at all.