I need you girls ! Advice very needed 😔❤️

Hey girls !

I’m having trouble with sorting out myself.

I’m in a serious relationship with my fiancé, husband in one week and i’m writing here because I literally have nobody to talk to without getting into trouble by my fiancé.

We have amazing moments that I love very much and when we have it we are both glowing and supporting and just get stuff done easily like a team BUT there is a dark side to my man or to myself idk. He says it’s because of me. When he is in a bad mood or tired from working hard everyday he gets very very open towards arguing and insulting.

He points me my mistakes ALL the time... tells me that he might change his mind on marrying me this weekend because of what I do sometimes that he thinks is wrong. It hurts me so so much when he is like that... he blames me for many of his problems when he is in a bad mood but when he is happy he is very grateful and amazing loving man. Today he said it again about rethinking his decision... I have never said that to him because to me it is clear but he has said it 2 times in 3 days already and it hurts me so much. I’m currently crying and I feel like the worst person in the world because I made him be mad like that and say those words. I feel numb and I have NO motivation to work or do anything. I feel like the worst woman on this planet ... he points every little mistake at me.

What should I do ? 😭 I feel like everyone is normal and great and I’m not ... he makes it worse when he is like that.