So heartbroken...

Just found out a teenage girl that I was teaching colorguard to was pregnant and got an abortion a couple weeks ago. Breaks my heart. All I want to do is see that pink line and all she wanted was to not see it. This is the 3rd girl this season that has become pregnant. One girl had to quit at the beginning and kept her baby and then this girl. It hurts so bad to know that precious life she had, with one decision it was gone. It hurts to know how accidentally it happened for her and for me I'm still trying for 2 years now. I'm not one to have things make me super upset but for some reason this is. Maybe because I  know the girl and was so close to it. I mean, literally she had a life in her that was growing as I was standing by her.