How do I love myself? 😔

I’ve never been super confident in how I look. I’m 5ft 1 and I always get told I’m cute, not sexy. I’ve always wished I had blue eyes but they’re a dark brown. I don’t like my nose or my sharp jaw. My boyfriend tells me I’m beautiful but I always feel like he’s just saying that bc he’s supposed to and he’s a good man. I know I’m not the ugliest girl but I don’t feel beautiful. I did a filter to make my eyes blue and my friends said I looked so pretty I should get colored contacts. It made me feel like I’m not good enough the way I am.