Crown me

Somebody send me a crown because obviously I am the Queen of anxiety packed self sabotage.

Edit: so it turns out , he hyped up my anxiety. Sat back and thought about it, Throughout the time we’ve spoken to each other, its been me asking questions and basically leading the conversation. He continuously says he hates boring girls and boring people but when I try to have a regular conversation with him (me not asking questions) he doesn’t put any effort into the conversation so it becomes boring. The conversation literally goes , i ask him something & he replies then in order for the conversation to continue i have to ask another question and he replies. No “what about you” or no questions towards me & if I just tell about my experience with whatever question I asked him, I feel like I’m being self absorbed and he doesn’t say anything more than “hm” or “oh”. I feel like I didn’t notice how much pressure was being put on me to not be “boring” , keep him entertained and wanting to engage in conversation with me. But fuck that lol I’m not gonna continue to force conversation so I’m over this lol but I feel like it pushed my anxiety further than I could cope & that’s why I had that little ... whatever we should call it. Really posted it for laughs or “I can relate” responses. I’m not insecure or anything. Just wanted to clear that lol