Seriously regretting..

When my son was born my husband (now x-husband) wanted our son circumstanced because he was. The thought process was that we shouldn't have to teach him why his parts were different from daddies. Well now his dad isn't even in the picture and on top of that we're having problems with the circumcision. The skin keeps reattaching (the doctor has pulled it off 2ce now 😬) to the head of the penis and the skin has grown some. However it can't grow correctly because of the scar tissue from the circumcision and the doctor said he needs to be recircumcised 😭I hate this so much for my son. I wish there was some way around it all