These last few months have been extremely hard for me. My boyfriend left me and then my dad passed right after.

After my dad died, I didn’t show up to work again. I’m only 24 and had to handle all of my father’s funeral arrangements by myself, since I was his only child. The only thing keeping me afloat is the couple hundred dollars that was left over from the funeral expenses, which I put with my rent money but I don’t know what I’m going to do now.

It’s been so hard keeping my head above water and I’ve never talked about my feelings regarding this matter because I don’t have any friends or family that care.

In other news, I finally cleaned my room after a month of living in chaos. I haven’t been washing or folding my laundry often, but I finally did a couple loads the other day! I also have been working on finding another job. I trained at a sandwich shop a couple weeks ago and never got a call back, but we’ll see!