Pls help ...

I feel like everyone’s so oblivious when it comes to my postpartum depression, friends and family my boyfriend even my own gyno doesn’t seem to really care I went in for my 6 week pp check up mentioned to my doctor how I feel & she pretty much told me to give it another month for my hormones to go back to normal & that I’ll be fine ... I just don’t think anyone understands the severity of it .. it’s taking over me & the bond I wish to have with my baby ... at this point I’m willing to get help myself for my myself and my baby if anyone knows how exactly to do so pls pls pls let me know I’m desperate before it gets worst 😞 I’ve googled numerous times how to get help tried getting in contact with therapists but with everything going on due to covid it’s almost impossible to get help .. everything going on in the world doesn’t help either ... I’m constantly overthinking things and crying .... idk what else to do at this point ..