I love my baby more than anything. She’s 3.5 months, but I feel like I’m a bad mom. I’m not just saying this to get sympathy and encouragement, I just truly feel that way.

My baby and I are connected, I know she’s happy with me and I love her so much, but she does have a stronger bond with her dad. She smiles at him EVERY SINGLE TIME she looks at him, and he just seems to know how to handle her better than me.

It’s like I’m lacking the motherly instincts everyone says will come.... I don’t understand how my husband is so good with her and always knows what to do, and I’m still struggling to figure it all out... sorry, rant over!