10dpo

10 dpo and i am dying to test😭

Every month i start testing by 7-8dpo.

TTC #1 since 5+ years with PCOS.

This is the first month in years i ovulated on my on and that too early in cycle (11dpo).

Usually i ovulate between 14 to 20 dpo, changing every cycle lol.

I also have no usual symptoms of luteal phase as previous ovulatory cycles.

I am confused anxious and can't wait to test but the disappointment is like a knife hanging above my head.😭😭😭

I can't afford IVF as of now😭, may be next year hopefully. Gonna be 33yrs old soon🙄 .