I had a rough birth with my son in 2018. Emergency CSection, felt everything until they knocked me out, woke up and didn’t know where my son was. Turns out he wasn’t breathing and was rushed to the NICU. He’s fine now. I was referred to get help for PPD after I had him but decided to just suffer through it out of fear.

Now I’m pregnant with baby #2 and everything is crashing around me. I was referred again and after struggling to find someone that takes my insurance I find out that my insurance will barely cover any of it.

It’s such bullshit that I can’t afford to be mentally stable.

Then with all of that I’m trying to help around the house and with my son and take care of my husband.

I just feel like everything is out of control.