Scared to take test

My husband and I have been TTC for two months. This cycle I have “felt” pregnant. I have had many symptoms. I have had swollen breasts, fatigue, what I thought was implantation bleeding, bloating, even (TMI green poop), twinges/light cramps in pelvic area. I took a test at 7 DPO and it was negative.

Tomorrow is 14 DPO, and I am so scared it is going to be negative that I almost don’t want to take it. I like living in the idea that I am.

Any advice for test taking anxiety?! Or self care advice after a negative.