My bf never compliments me and rarely ever eats me out cause he “doesn’t like it.” I’ve talk to him severely times about it. He hasn’t ate me out in a month yet always wants his sick sucked. I’m jus tired of not giving what I give and being insecure because he never tries to make me feel good abt myself. Today I was sucking his dick and he was going crazy pushing my head etc and then just goes to put it in as usual. I was like “really your not going to eat me out again”? And he said “no u want dick or not”. So I’m like well no I don’t then. He’s like I don’t like doing it. So I got upset and so did he so I was silent cause I always shut down when I’m upset. He was like “do u want to go your not talking and I’m trying to watch a movie your being a buzz kill.” So I tried talking to him nicely once more saying that if I didn’t suck his dick he’d hate it and that he wonders why I take so long to cum it’s cause he skips the foreplay and my oral. All he said was “you’ve been home too much.” And that I’m pouty when I don’t get my way. I left. Currently parked crying. I’m jus tired of him being rude, selfish and unappreciative. Advice. (I’m 18 he’s 20 btw)

EDIT: I asked him if he’d be okay with me not giving him head and all he said was “no”....