I work at that office for 3 years now..

A few months ago the consultant of my bosses got a promotion.. (lets call him josh)

I always thought Josh was a handsome man but I never really talked to him

I’m 22 and he’s 48

But since Josh got promoted I have a lot more to do with him and I discovered so many things about him. He’s so different than the other elder men that work with me.

I’m that type of girl who can’t hide attraction, so I’m unintentionally flirtatious w him and many work colleagues told me that I’m making it obvious. But idfc because when we are alone in the office he actually flirts BACK! AND HE DOES IT SO GOOD, like he’s so mature he knows how to be sexy yet respectful and professional 😩

but when he flirts I get all nervous and my stomach goes 🌪🦋🌪🦋💨

I literally can feel the chemistry between us.

I undoubtedly know that the attraction is mutual. His sights when we walk past each other in the breaks, the unbreakable eye conact when we’re alone... and so many more facts

(He’s not married btw)

The problem is no matter how much attracted we are to eatch other he would never make a step. He’s to professional for that.

And I don’t know how I can make a step without seeming needy, desperate or fucking crazy 😥

(For those who are bothered by the age gap:

I might be only 22 but to be real honest with yall boys my age unfortunately can not reach my standards... not emotionally, not sexually etc

I am a very confident young woman and I can’t deal w little boys who don’t even now how to pay their bills properly 😩)