My boyfriend and I are both virgins

So sometimes when my boyfriend and I make out it gets really intense where I kinda wanna have sex with him but I think it’s just cause I’m caught up in the moment and i like the fact that I know we’re not going that far yet if that makes sense?

Tonight we were making out in his car and we were holding and squeezing each other so tightly and breathing heavily while kissing fast and it was turning me on so much where I kinda wanna have sex but don’t? I think I just like the teasing aspect or that I know he really wants me

Then I start thinking about us having sex during it because I think it’s just because I’m feeling more confident and turned on but if I were to plan a night to have sex for the first time which I want I feel like I would be too tense with all the waiting and wanting it to go well and stuff

Like in my head I know where I wanna do it and for when maybe like another month or two like I had a nice idea of going to his parents house upstate but I feel like if I hype it up and think about it too much that when the time actually comes I’ll be too nervous and tense