Lonely

Idk if it’s the pregnancy hormones or what , but I feel so lonely . No adult conversations , only ppl I communicate with is my sisters ( 14 year old twins ) & my kids ( 4 , 4 & 1 years old ) . Like I have nobody to truly talk to 😪 it’s making me depressed , I don’t go out shopping ( nobody to keep my kids & they don’t keep mask on ) so we are in the house all day everyday .. just wishing I had ppl to have real conversations with . Vent over 💔 am I the only one ?