A year later

nae

So the July 27th last year my boyfriend left me for my best friend/cousin. He finally told me they slept together. A YEAR LATER. We’ve been arguing about this for a whole year of our lives. I knew they had slept together in my heart that’s why I’ve kept pushing but he’s always convinced me so hard that he would never. Kissed me & hugged me while I was crying about it telling me he would never do anything like that. When he told me I didn’t cry in front of him until I told him I couldn’t believe he would cum in her & risk having a baby since we’ve been trying since we’ve been together & she already has one child. I have no idea what to do. It hurts. I cry all the time when he’s not around or sleeping. I love him to death & I get everyone makes mistakes but I just can’t move on from this. What would y’all do? He doesn’t have anywhere to go. He’s told ppl his only here bc he doesn’t have anywhere to go. He doesn’t have any family here, they live 8 hours away. He’s had a hard life with him watching his mother die in front of him from breast cancer & his grandmother putting only him in group homes out of five kids. I want to show him I’m always going to be here for him no matter what but I don’t think I can do this anymore.