I get way too wrapped up in things every month...symptom spotting, seeing and getting upset over pregnancy announcements of people who "took a test on a whim" or "first month trying", looking for bbt charts that match mine, seeing any and every pill or herbal supplement to take to help your chances, ovulation test pictures, etc.... I just think I'm way too involved with this. My fear has always been that if I don't try everything then God won't think I'm serious about wanting to be a mom...

Now I think less is best. I pray every day that God will heal my ovaries, heal my uterus, heal and balance my hormones and help my husband and I time things just right. I'm done stressing and being overwhelmed. Still going to take my meds for ovulation and prenatal and insulin resistance but outside of that, letting God take control!