Let me start of by explaining some things first,

My SO and I have been together for 3yrs now. I personally have told him from the start about my ex and how I was cheated on in pretty much every way. When my so and I started TTC, we had to do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> (He has an infertility). I was undergoing a lot to have his child. One day, he got a text and he kept ignoring his phone. I didn’t think much of it but then I simply asked “who’s that?” And he said “oh it’s my cousin”. Right away I knew something was off because this man talks about ALL his family and I may not know faces but I remember names and this name that popped up I never heard of. So I asked him to open his phone and answer her messages (this was snap). He simply ignored me acting like he didn’t hear me. And that’s when, for the first time In our relationship I asked to see his phone. He caved in and I saw he was constantly messaging this girl on all her selfie posts saying how beautiful she was and dropping emojis like “😍🤤”. I decided to keep looking around his phone and low and behold he was doing this with a bunch of women and even messaging his guy friends talking about how he’d fuck so and so so good. To me it was cheating. I was heart broken because while I was injecting myself with medication to prepare for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> to form this family he wanted so badly, he was doing this for his over 3months. In the end, I took him back (this was last year) and I explained AGAIN what I won’t tolerate.

Now I’m 37weeks pregnant. He has been supportive but recently he’s been .. distant. He doesn’t care to drive me anywhere and complains about spending time with me like watching a movie, going out, or simply if I ask him to come with me to see my family. I’ve been very open about our <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> baby and the family I’ll have with this man. And he has never once posted about our soon to be son and I or even acknowledged all the posts I do on my social Media.

And I know it’s not a big deal, this is all I know of for now, but I decided to snoop on his IG friend lists and see what girls he follows (I didn’t look through his phone). He was following 3 women who don’t even live in our state and there was one who’s account was mainly just bikinis and ass shots (she looked good no shame on what she posts) but he liked EVERY DAMN PICTURE. Meanwhile he can’t even post about his son?!? I haven’t looked into his phone to see if he’s messaging these women but just seeing that and him knowing that last time he was out giving women attention while I was left

Focusing on forming our family hurt me all over again ... I’m ready to call it quits 😞