Virginity story

For me; I transferred to a new school my sophomore year, and ended up getting the nickname cherry and cherry blossom for being a virgin. I got this mind set that sex was made to be too big of a deal and that I just wanted to get over with. So I did. With a dirt bag. I went over his house, 5 days before my 16th birthday, and we were about to do it when I realized he never put on a condom. I stopped and questioned him about it.  when he told me he didn't have one I closed my legs and told him "then no sex" so he got dressed and walked to the store in a blizzard while I laid in his bed, completley naked, and watched pirates of the Caribbean while his whole family was home in the kitchen, right outside of his room. I ended up getting feelings afterward and he led me on for almost a whole year. I followed him around like a pathetic little puppy dog. Until he had a baby with another girl, that was the last straw.  If I could go back I would have waited for my current boyfriend. I always tell him you may not be the first person I had sex with but you will always be the first person I made love too.