Smh vent

Im so bitter against men smh like ive HAD IT. I give up on love! Ive tried so hard n give my all, my loyalty. I try their way, i try mine...nothing seems to work! Theyre ungreatful its just like something HAS to give!! After this last guy i helped so much i gave him a total of $5000 n signed a car in my name because his credit was so bad, i give him his space im honest im loyal smh and still the out come we've been on & off because he blames me for lashing out. I feel like i have evry right tho bcuz its been a little over a year and nothin has changed. Yea im going to lash out if u still havent given me any of that money back and late on car payments damaging my credit. Its so much more to it but just to give u guys a little taste as to why im s frustrated. Ive never gone THIS far to prove my love for a man and STILL THE SAME OUTCOME! Im just so heart broken. I dont even believe in marriage anymore im starting to not even want kids cuz im just THAT THROUGH with this and keep failing. Trying different ways and still the same outcome. I really give up. Im not gay so its not like im going for the other team and its not like women are any better either but at 27 im just so over it. I swear theres no such thing. U even see ppl now who have been married 10-25 yrs gettin divorced its just such a waste & so exhausting. Thx for reading if u did😅 any comments or words of encouragement is definatly needed cuz i just cant express how exhausted love has made me😞