Heart crushed + Family drama

Ana

So I’m all around sensitive cus I got my period and the hormones right? But this time is different. This time, I was trying to get pregnant and didn’t want my period to come so I feel a little heartbroken. I’m not discouraged and I KNOW and expected this to take longer than 1 month but I didn’t expect to feel this disappointed. I see my parents with my nieces and nephews and how loving they are... my siblings interacting with each other’s kids and spoiling them... the kids playing and having pijama parties with all the cousins.. my own husband being so amazing with kids and I want my own to be in the mix so bad it almost hurts.. I made the mistake of sharing my “status” with my siblings I. The hopes they would get excited for me and send me baby dust but I guess it was a mistake lol they were so great at first but now since I got my period, they decided to have opinions. “Well, there must be some thing wrong with you cus you were on birth control for so long” “well, you can’t be drinking” “you know, you should go to your doctor to get that procedure done..” ugh! I know they mean well cus they want my kid in the mix too but it frustrates me more than it helps me.. need some encouraging words from my fellow ladies trying to conceive..