Take take no give

Is anyone else so sick of giving so much with sex and even massages. Like I got him off twice today (did I get off? No... no I didn’t). Later he asks for a massage or two, okay great I do them. I ask for a massage he literally ends up passing gas on my head and not taking anything seriously just small squeezes here and there. This happens all the time (not the gas part). I just want that time and effort put into me as well. I’m just going to stop doing it all together 😩