Going through a miscarriage ....

I had a miscarriage last week. I was 5 weeks pregnant. According to the doctor I lost my baby because he/she was sitting low in my uterus and the baby didn’t implant properly. I am so hurt, sad, I want my baby back! I wish I didn’t have to go through this (I don’t wish this on anyone). All I want to do is cry when I think about my baby. About he is gone. He was taking away from me. It all happened so fast. I was cramping and then I started bleeding and then it got heavier. I just want to lay in bed all day. This was my first pregnancy.

I do want to try for another one later on down the line once I heal physically and emotionally. Apart of me once to try ASAP because I really want a baby and the other part of me isn’t ready yet...

We told family and friends once we found out that we were pregnant. But it hurt me so bad to go back and tell everyone that I miscarried. But next time I know I will wait until I’m at least through the second trimester to tell anyone.