Please no judgments but I have decided I do not want to breastfeed. I tried it with my first and didn’t work and I thought I would try again with this one but just can’t get myself to. I pumped yesterday every time he ate but it’s also just not going well for me with a newborn and 3.5 year old to take care of.

So I hadn’t pumped since about 5pm yesterday and my milk must have started cuz my boobs are hard and enlarged and it’s killing me but I want it to stop. How do I get it to go down? I pumped for like 5 mins today to at least relieve some of it but they are still so hard and hurt.