Weed while having a baby in week and a half!

Hi so I’m a first time mom and I just reorganized my weed cabinet and made a drawer clear so I could put extra small stuff I only sometimes use in it.

My baby is due in a week and a half and I’m terrified about that.

Even being terrified about having a baby and such though. I’m worried about the judgement of having so much bongs, pipes, rolling papers, grinders, and other accessories. Plan on baby proofing it too but I’m still scared of the judgement from everyone’s home doesn’t smoke weed. I also don’t want to feel like a terrible mom and somehow lose my kid cause of him possibly being exposed to it in the future..

I really need to feel uplifted about this topic and reassured everything is going to be okay. Weed helps with my Depression, anxiety, PTSD and withdrawals from use of other drugs in 2018.

Wish I had more mom friends close to my age (20) and smoked weed aswell.