Anyone that’s had a c section

I’m so scared ... I can’t eat I can’t sleep I can’t do anything it’s on my mind 24/7 😓 so I had my last child at 38 weeks ... I ended up with an emergency section and it was all so traumatic ... fast forward 3 years later I built up the courage to have another little one... I’m now 38 weeks on Thursday ... I’m scared I’ll go into labour as my section isn’t until 39+1 but I’m also scared to have another section ... I’m sick to my stomach and all iv done is cry from 36 weeks I’m constantly checking for my mucus plug or any indication that I might be going into labour ... I’m a mess ... am I o we thinking it ? Am I being dramatic ? I can’t function threw fear because of my last labour with my little girl ! How is it even ok for my consultant/doctor to leave me feeling like this with no reassurance 😓 any stories on being brought in at 39+ and making it to the date or recovery afterwords would be amazing! My section is for next Friday !