Spotting lightly...

Jen • Rainbow Baby Due May 2021

and I’m not sure if I’m sad or happy. This will be my first period after my miscarriage early last month. It means I can officially start trying again. It closes that cycle in which I had a loss. (Sigh)

On the other hand, I secretly hoped I wouldn’t live this next period...I was hoping for a rainbow baby to, for a lack of a better term, un-break my heart.

I’m emotionally confused, but Im ready....