Warning this is me venting!

So I’m 39 weeks pregnant and this has been a very very long hard pregnancy for me. I feel like I’ve been pregnant for years! I’ve been in so much pain and I’m just ready to move on and have my baby. I’ve been having contractions but not consistent and I’ve been having cramps for the last two weeks but nothing hard core to say I’m in actual labor. I also feel my doctor isn’t really on my side and is blowing me off when I go to her with problems. I’m just totally over this. Due to covid the whole experience has been odd because my toddler who is so excited and my partner hasn’t really be able to be apart of check ups and ultrasounds. I feel super huge and I everything hurts. It hurts to move and I’m just ready to meet this baby girl and move on with life!!! Please tell me I’m not the only person that is totally getting aggravated with this. My partner and friends keep saying next week is 40 weeks I can make it but I just don’t have it in me anymore! I’m ready NOW! 😔