i don’t want to feel alone in this. i want to know how long it might be until it gets better. i want to know if it even gets better. it’s just highschool shit right. i want to realize one day where something doesn’t remind me of him

edit: i’m a junior this year. it wasn’t just heartbreak that leaves me in this state. it was two faced and one sided, deceived and lied to. i gave my all but i knew prior what i was signing up for.

i just have to keep remembering the numbers of cons outweigh the small number of pros. i know my fairytale wasn’t going to last long