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Please don't let it be. Today I am supposed to be 6weeks and 5 days. I have several super stressful depression episodes the last couple of weeks. I told my fiance that we were expecting two nights ago. Yesterday my back was killing me, and today i just started to cramping just a little. I went to the bathroom wiped, and my worst fears may be coming true. My fiance, and I tried for this baby prayed for this baby. I hope this is not a miscarriage. I thought they would be extremely painful I am barley cramping? I am bleeding though every time i go its kind of clot like blood?