Back to daycare 😭

Sh

I was told when I had to drop my son off at daycare after maternity leave I’d cry. But I never did 🤷🏼‍♀️ I was so excited to be back around people and feel like a human and I knew he was going to be ok. But now I’ve been working from home with him since middle of March.

I have to go back into the office 2 weeks in office and then 2 weeks working from home until who knows when, starting August 31st. We haven’t been around anyone for months so my son really only knows his dad and I. I’m bringing him to daycare 1 day a week when he’ll be the only one there so he can get adjusted to the babysitter.

But I’m already wanting to cry about dropping him off 😭 it wasn’t hard when he was a baby, I knew he wasn’t scared and he was ok. But now I’m worried he’ll be scared because he can tell who people are and it kills me thinking I’m going to leave him when he’s scared 😭

I’ve been fortunate to be home with him this long. But I’m worried about the sitter being able to keep up once he’s in the mix too and also I know for a fact one of the parents hasn’t taken this virus serious so it just adds to the stress of it all 🤦🏼‍♀️

So that’s my emotional rant for the morning 👌🏻