I wish i was in a coma

I hate everything. There’s nothing positive in the world right now. Every day i wake up and there’s something bad happening again. I hate it all i feel like i can never be happy. I hate my job i hate living with my dad i just want to be alone. I hate dealing with customers. I hate overthinking things. I hate being anxious over things that don’t matter. I hate social media everyday there’s something depressing. I hate that i don’t have friends. I have strong urges to pinch myself all the time but i stop myself. I don’t want to get out of bed and i don’t want to see anyone. I wish i was just in a coma for two years and when i woke up everything was just better