So this is my first post. I’ve always been reading people’s posts, but too self conscious to write my own. So here it goes.

My boyfriend and I have been trying for over 2 years to get pregnant and it hasn’t happened. The last few months I’ve been seeing a fertility doctor, and just found out that I haven’t been ovulating... and to add a kick while I’m down, I was told I have a very low egg count, and have a 4% chance of getting pregnant.

I’m devastated. My doc has suggested <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> which I’m going to give a shot, (at over 500$ a month) otherwise I’m going to I have to do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>, and the wait list for government funding is 18-24 months. And will still cost over 10 thousands dollars.

I see everyone around me getting pregnant and having babies and my heart hurts so badly. I feel broken, and like a failure of a woman. I feel terrible for my boyfriend who wants to be a dad so badly. I feel like my whole world has been flipped upside down. I didn’t know where else to turn. Looking for some support from people who are/have gone through this. All I want, is to share my love with a child and make my family compete.❤️