All I want is to love a child and make my family complete

So this is my first post. I’ve always been reading people’s posts, but too self conscious to write my own. So here it goes.

My boyfriend and I have been trying for over 2 years to get pregnant and it hasn’t happened. The last few months I’ve been seeing a fertility doctor, and just found out that I haven’t been ovulating... and to add a kick while I’m down, I was told I have a very low egg count, and have a 4% chance of getting pregnant.

I’m devastated. My doc has suggested IUI which I’m going to give a shot, (at over 500$ a month) otherwise I’m going to I have to do IVF, and the wait list for government funding is 18-24 months. And will still cost over 10 thousands dollars.

I see everyone around me getting pregnant and having babies and my heart hurts so badly. I feel broken, and like a failure of a woman. I feel terrible for my boyfriend who wants to be a dad so badly. I feel like my whole world has been flipped upside down. I didn’t know where else to turn. Looking for some support from people who are/have gone through this. All I want, is to share my love with a child and make my family compete.❤️