Ok girls I need advice; my boyfriend and I met over quarantine, we were talking for about 3 months prior. In the process of that time, we had a few problems but we worked through them. In the beginning of our talking stage, he was all lovey dovey with me but now, something has changed. We live in two different states but, we are going to schools about 20 minutes for each other. (This will be the first time we will meet each other btw.) The thing is...I feel like I’m putting so much into this relationship while he’s only putting in 20%. We try to talk otp 24/7 but I understand people’s schedules can get busy. When I try to express how I feel about things, he acts like he doesn’t understand at all. He doesn’t like to FaceTime me honestly, he keeps coming up with excuses like “oh my camera is really messed up so you won’t see” but then he wants to go on Snapchat and post, “I’m bored, somebody FaceTime me. I’ve never seen his face otp. He always sends videos and pictures but that doesn’t help me.

The other day we was joking on the phone and I was telling him how cute I was gonna be at the beach wearing this new swimsuit I bought. He came out his mouth and was like “nah”. I then said “so I’m not cute?”. Yall.......he said to me, “ I’ve seen better, I’m not gonna lie to you.” Idk if he was still joking but he was so nonchalant about it. I’m small but I’m not an insecure person, I’m very confident about my body but like WHYYY WOULD YOU SAY THAT TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND. When he said that to me, I felt sick to my stomach....that kinda made me feel bad about myself like “ wow he prefers someone other than me.”

He’s the type of person to keep everything to himself but I wish he would open up to me about things and I’ve told him that. I just want him to give me more attention, show that he cares and that he actually wants to be in this relationship. He was dry texting me all yesterday and didn’t text me back, so I didn’t text him this morning to see if he would text me first and guess what, he didn’t. Last time he texted me was around 7 last night but he looked at all my snap stories. I haven’t talked to him all day.

I have so many stories to tell but I think this is long enough lol.

Guys I’m getting tired of this like Idk what to do at this point, what should I do?